This is just a reminder of the challenges to come along this journey. Right now I am not allowing myself to be phased by the enormity of the Tahoe 200, even though my mind likes to wonder there. It’s still early and of course I’m not an ultra runner just yet. I’m not worried about whether or not I possess the fitness ability, I can get myself to that point. The mind. That is the process I need to crack.
Metaphorically I am ready to die. Such a weird thought has come up a lot recently. I have played with it and think I understand it. Let me explain, if the danger is too high I will the dnf cable asap. If I finish this journey great. If I get hurt and have to throw in the towel so be it. All of these outcomes result in my death. I will never be the same and this is exactly what I was looking for.
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